Da Reef!

so today, for getting my EXALANT grades that i always get (by the way im grounded this weeked cuz of my grades) our school decided to take our class on a trip to the reef. it was probably the funnest thing like ever. there were slides, a huge hot tub, wave pools, lots of food, and lots of hot lifegaurds! the bus ride there was hell. we hated it but once me and sasha got there we walked in and it was....still lame, we went and sat in the hot tub, borad outta our mind. sooo we decide to go on the slides.....funnest thing ever! going down in the double tube with sasha was the funnest. then going and taking a break and tubing in the wave pool :) the hot tubbing, after we got sick of the water for a bit, we decided to go in and play in the arcade, thanks to me who brought over $11 in quarters lol. that was the crazy crazy fun. then it was to go get lunch and back to the slides. it was amazing. here are some pics!

~Quotes~

Ok so today im home sick. board outta my mind... so i decided to juse to make a list of quotes...that describe my life, how i feel, what i want, and everything inbetween. so here it goes.

You just have to live your life not caring what they think and shake off the drama and prove to them that you're better than they think you are.

Move on. its just a chapter in the past. but dont close the book. just turn the page.

Tell me i cant and ill show you i can

Behind every beautiful girl there's a dumbass guy who did her wrong and made her strong.

& shes the girl with her middle finger in the air. cause for the first time she doesnt care

Many people have told me that i've changed. but the truth is i think i've just found myself

Simply put. ill rock your world

We're just silly little girls who fall for stupid boys

as you could probably tell im feeling very deep today. i dont know what it is, maybe the fact that there is another "man" thats trying to come into my life, what about the old one..who lives forever away? now what, the fact that this "new one" is one of my best friends ex, confuses the whole thing, maybe its that i just miss my man that lives 6 hours away. who knows. maybe its that i dont know what my friends think of me anymore, i have one friend left that i know is still here for me idk. i used to feel so confident, so strong, so independednt. but now i dont know whats going on in the world i feel awkward around the people that i have spent so much time around and made so many memories. i think that staying home from school today was a good choice, i need a day to just chill in my pjs with no makeup on and just relax. dont forget to show me some love guys! it makes me smile.

love you all. Em

First blog.

so there isnt much going on in my life as of now, so much so that i need to start a blog :) im just living my life to the fullest trying to get along with my friens, parents, and peers. trying to juggle school work and my very busy social life lol. the reason i am starting a blog is because recently at work my friend told me about her blog, and i thought to myself hmmm wouldnt that be cool...keep everything that happened to me stuffed away somewhere in a file, and i hate writing so i couldnt keep a journal, pluss the fact that i cant read my own writing. i thank god everyday that i have a computer in my room, seeing as that is where i spend all of my free time. im not the first one to get along with my parents, expecially my mom...thats just how it goes tho. my love life you ask? there isnt one. the one person i might possibly have a connection with lives over 4 hours away and it would just be hard to have a "relationship" with him, so we try and keep it casual. how is school going? its school i cant think of one 16 year old girl, in their right mind that likes it, i think to myself only 2 and a half years left...makes everything sooo much better. im going to try and keep this updated as much as possible when anything fun pops up, have any good quotes or deep feelings, this is more for me to look back on then for your intertainment, but i do love it when people can reed about my life and know what i am thinking. so much love everybody come back soon!