Random

This will problably be the most random entry you will ever read.
i have a lot to say and i havent written anything in a long time so here it goes.

So i kind feel like im in love with this kid, his name is andrew and he says he loves me. the only problem is that he lives forever away and i never see him and i feel like heartbreak is due any time now, im trying to be safe and not get in too deep, and then get crused in the end. but for now, its working.

Prom is comming up soon, i am again going with andy, he is extreamly picky about it this year. last year i picked everything out and he sat there and said ok. this year he is having a fit about what color im painting my toes. its kind of a sad thing, i think he is trying to get with me and i think that he is falling in love with me, and i dont know what to do, he is my best friend thats it. nothing more, i dont know what to tell him

Me and my friends...ehhh we got along for a quite a while, then we got in a little spit, but i think its all about to work out here soon, we all have our faluts and friends are just there to be honist enough to show us what they are.

My family is getting along ok. there is alot of drama going on with my dads side of the family and my grandparents... but you know it happens, half of their kids say nursing home, the others say lets try everything eles fist. i am currently driving, so thats fun...my parents still dont trust me for anything, but thats just what happens sometimes. im getting close to being done with my second year here at psh, it is going by so fast! i think only 2 more years and im done?!?!? i dont even know whats after that, i cant even think to see that far!

all in all my life is pretty chill right now, it has its ups and its downs but it will all work out, this summer should be a blast, i just took on a nother position at the theater and the softball and gymnastics sesaon is comming up so i will be bussy working for the rec. it should be a blast!

Love you all
Em.