you know, this feeling is crazy. im handling it well, im so so so confused at this point i fall in love with guy A then i fall in love with guy B. guy A says fuck you, two weeks later guy B says the same. now guy A comes back and is like heyyy. lol. thats the blonde version anyways. but in all seriousness, im so confused he hurt me so bad, intentionally, but now he knows he is wrong and proved to me that he really does care. i had sooo much to say to him, wanted to chew him out. tell him how bad i hurt. then he called, and my mind went blank...i was lost, i still am. he asked me what i wanted and i said it doesnt matter, i dont really know, im just going the way life takes me. and really im not going to expect anything im not gonna want anything just go with the flow. i just dont want to be compleatly along, as long as i have my friends im good. hes going to be in town for a couple more days, maybe i will get a chance to see him and maybe it will change my feelings. thats all for now, ill let you know how it goes lol :)
love you all
Em.
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