So lately i have been incredibly blank....i dont know what it is, i would normally be "depressed" but i cant say that im quite that bad. sean and i broke up, he said he cant be committed, but there is something going on with him and his family that i dont know about so, im kinda letting it go, i really really like him alot but what ever makes that kid happy. me and my mom got into a fight again, like a big fight....and if you ask about what, i honestly couldnt tell you. shes wayyy too over dramatic and i dont remember, so i go to school, try not to make things worse, come home sit in my room and try not to make things worse. i took this whole long weekend off so that i could just be with my friends and take some time to myself....but im ending up having to work 3 out of the 4 days anyways, so that didnt work. i just want to hang out with the person i can trust 100% and that would be my bffl NICOLE. i love her to death, she might be comming up this weekend, but i have to work so she just might have to hang around a bit. lol :) but i always feel soooo much better when i hang out with her. this is a totally pointless blog, but i just dont know what to do about sean...wait it out, or let it fall?? idk...ill keep you posted.
love you all
Em.
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aww.. that makes me feel special. lol.
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